hmm..these few days keep thinking things…haiz…i confuse my feelings now…a lot of frens give me comments n suggestion..soe are support n some are not..i totally blurr blurr now..haha…am i like him or not although he like me…i dunno..i just noe that i almost everyday think of him…wow..O.Okekez….
她暗恋了他两年，他曾经鼓起勇气向他表白，当时他只是笑一笑，没用回答。半年之后，他告诉她，他没打算谈恋爱，因为还挂念初情人。虽然如此，她仍然没放弃。他知道他喜欢她，他有时对她的态度和语气很差劲。身边的朋友都替她不值，她也知道，但她还是那么的喜欢他。她说：“你曾经说过，想不喜欢一个人，只需要把他的缺点放大就可以了。如果我已经了解他的缺点，而仍然喜欢他，那怎么办？”
那真的是没办法了。既然连他的缺点都不介意，那么，只好等时间让自己死心。为什么要委屈自己去喜欢一个人呢？当他不爱你的时候，他是骄傲的，所以，他可以对你很差劲。有一天，当他寂寞，当他找不到girl的时候，他或者要你。但那不是爱。他要了你之后，也许会对你比以前更差劲。你终于可以和他亲近了。你以为你可以有爱去改变他和感动他。然而，一天一天的过去，你发觉只是你一个人在付出。她不爱你，从前不爱，现在不爱，以后也不会爱。时间会让你输得心服口服。那时候，你才会真正了解他的缺点。
这故事是来之我的书。看到它说得对的就在此写了下来。我也曾经遇过这类的故事，时间证明了一切。
wat happen todayO.o?i totaly dunno wat happen?i just only no online few days only..then got things happen alredi?he die?is impossible!here are mesg for my good fren::sky sky..wat happen to u?i told u dun said die die in front of me.I noe u will automatic speed ur car when u driving.U almost kill urself.I always pray u wont be anything happen and it wont happen.now u fool me n pretend ur sister that u have pass away..yor..i totally cried u noe…pls dun play this joke..if u play again.i go to ur house cried n knock u!!kekez..dun curse urself anymore..guai guai le..lolz
hihi to all my frens…you all my good frens in the world..T.T..i wont forget wat you all have help me n wake me up..Today is a white valentine day but he brake up with me coz not suitable.I very sad for wat he have done to me..I dun like the memory that he give to me coz it will stay in my brain forever.I got trying to get back the relationship.He said ok but not like before.I more hurt than that.I got trying my best to suit him just now,but after heard my fren said,i begin to tired.I dun have the energy to love him back although i really willing to do anything for him to get back his love.
My feelings now very down, I lose my support n safety boat.I need my frens….to let me forget about everything..T.Twhere is my frens..
ah…I back from melaka alredi…so sad..T.T..wanna have more holiday also cannot..T.T..now i very miss all my frens n family alredi..T.T..I wan them..T.T.quite a lot of things happen in melaka.First when i come back from KL, my bus break down in the middle of the high way.-_-lll..the door cant open.We have to went out from the driver’s door..so high..I hurt when jump from that high door.T.T.then we went to other bus.Ah..I noe a new guy from that bus.he quite good looking. He keep bully me..haha..better dun wan see him again..if not i wil sure bully by him again.
after going back,i went out wit my frens on saturday for countdown the CNY..wee..wee..so so happy that time..we all talk nonesense things..hehe..and take some pic too..yeah..i love them..
In the third day,all of our frens go take ang pao from each of their house..haha..I think almost got 25 something ppl went out wit us..quite many.. @.@ ..haha..but got a lot of ang pao oh.hehe..when i back,my sister told me that one of fren’s father suddenly pass away..i was quite shock…then after few days my fren’s gramma pass away too..I hope she ok as well..hmm…
and yesterday I went wit all my good frens..the day I wont forget lo coz was the last day i at there..we all only can meet after a month..T.T..but nvm..we all will go together in the next month of a trip..hehe..gambateh to all my frens..^^*
hihi..to all my frens..hehe…show you all my KL room..a bit messy..
my table…hoho…
my bed wit my room mate.hmm..the red one is mine n like to hug when sleeping..all bright colour things are mine oh..haha
what a lovely nite today,now still doing my assigments..arg..so many..haha..Feeling different after i study at utar..before coming here,i was very nervous and happy.After stayed at KL,I feel quite lonely and miss my hometown.All my frens and family are all that.T.T.but luckly got a special friend always company me.I feel great about it.hehe..Since i was here at kl, a lot of things I can see through it.But i wont tell here about it.Its a secret..hehe..Just different wat i have though before..but nvm,i can go through anything that have come to me..and i need someone support me always.Besides that..i feel very nervous about one thing.ah so nervous…I’m waiting something make me nervous now..ah..hope it faster come..haha..
wat a cold day n hot day today.now sitting in front of my laptop wit a lot of mosquito around me…hmm…In the first morning,i almost cannot wake up coz last nite online until so late…lolz..I love rainiing actually.It make me feel great n comfortable coz rain can clean out all the sadness.When the sun is out,thats mean your whole mind is clean without sadness n you will start a new fresh life n be happy again..yeah.cool huh…
bla..bla..bla…when i went backfrom work….i saw an ant at my shoes.it still alive..but it almost fainted when inside my shoes so long..lolz…I saw it walk away wit strange move..haha..i think it really wanna fainted alredi..then at nite,my lovely god brother(sarawak)call me..he make me so happy coz long time didnt heard his voice.miss him..lolz.hope he is good health there. .
everyone have an angel..when you sad,it help you be tough.When you happy,it give you the happiness you will never have before in your life..nOthing is have no option.It just hiding sOme place to let yOu find it (AngeL)..When you found the angel,you will know the meaning of you life…^^*
wat a cold day n hot day today.now sitting in front of my laptop wit a lot of mosquito around me…hmm…In the first morning,i almost cannot wake up coz last nite online until so late…lolz..I love rainiing actually.It make me feel great n comfortable coz rain can clean out all the sadness.When the sun is out,thats mean your whole mind is clean without sadness n you will start a new fresh life n be happy again..yeah.cool huh…
bla..bla..bla…when i went backfrom work….i saw an ant at my shoes.it still alive..but it almost fainted when inside my shoes so long..lolz…I saw it walk away wit strange move..haha..i think it really wanna fainted alredi..then at nite,my lovely god brother(sarawak)call me..he make me so happy coz long time didnt heard his voice.miss him..lolz.hope he is good health there. .
everyone have an angel..when you sad,it help you be tough.When you happy,it give you the happiness you will never have before in your life..nOthing is have no option.It just hiding sOme place to let yOu find it (AngeL)..When you found the angel,you will know the meaning of you life…^^*
Afternoon
Yesterday I went to my friend’s house.Her house is inside a place that look like a jungle and a small road lay between the two “jungle”.when you go in,you just cant see wat will coming infront of you.It was full of mistery…haha..After reaching her house,I saw almost seven cars park in front of her house.wow.That time i only noe that she have a big families..After I get out from my car,two little girls run towards me n happily bring me to my friends house to wait her.They are so cute.While waiting my friend finish bath,they bring me go to look around the house n chat wit me..They even draw me pictures n gave me flowers as a gift of presents.They are so nice n cute..haha..i miss them alredi..
Nite..
Wee..i free…I can online to chat wit my frens alredi..when almost at mid nite,while I chat wit all my frens,suddenly I heard a woman scream very very loud n scare.. I also heard a guy yelling at the woman n a moto sound..all dogs barked very angry n loud..wow..i was shock by wat was happening..It happens in front of my place there…when I go out side,all gone alredi.Got ppl quickly go outside check too. wow…until the next day, a aunty told us that when the woman want to get in her house, suddenly got a moto wit two Indian guys “chop” her hand to rob the bag..Wow…I never though that it happens at my place. I was scary…I always walk alone while going to work..-_-lll…n always got strange guys looking. I must be more careful now…Hmm…Before it, I also have almost the same incident happen to me. they didn’t rob my bag, but impolite me. Luckily my bag cover me..hye..the world is changing n human changing too…now days we all have to be more careful when going out..I hope all my frens(no matter is boy or girl) here be careful when outside ..You will never noe wat will happen..hye..
